If you're going to ask me, what my beliefs are is opposed on what I'm doing in my life right now. I'm committing to things which aren't good in God's eyes every now and then. Every time I'm doing those things I feel relaxed and afterwards the feeling of guilt overwhelms in me. This kind of life is like a wheel that goes on and on and on.
I remember the year 2008 wherein my relationship with God had strengthened. It happened because I'd suffered a minor depression for personal reasons. When I came back to the Lord for repentance and revival of my spirituality, the effect of it amazed me. I felt that most of my prayers were answered and my life came on the right track. Most of the good things were happened until I came to my old habit again. It's so sad....but true.
Even now I'm still struggling to regain my faith due to temptations and unexpected circumstances. Nevertheless, I'm glad that the word "hope" was invented in the dictionary. I'm the man with full of hope. I also believe that I'm not the only one experiencing this kind of problem. Many sinners received the word of God and miraculously transformed that you've never seen before. I hope that I could be one of them soon.
I'm thankful that I created this blog site. The reason why "My Eternal Affairs" is the title of this blog site because it reminds me that I need to focus on my life's real purpose. Just recently, I realized that "interruptions" that might cause your loss of momentum in life is just normal. In my opinion, they can interrupt life......but not the purpose!!!

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